Start over again

When my first baby came, the first thing I said to my husband is that one is enough and I am never going to go thru this pain again. But now here I am getting ready for the second.Sometimes I get a sad feeling when I think I have to start everything all over again. I am dreaded to think about the hospital, the delivery bed, indifference of the doctors and the nurses over there. Moreover the helpless feeling one gets in the initial days. But I am looking forward to see the excitement in my first one's eyes when the baby comes along.. Hope everything goes well.